Jan 252013
 

I am a spiritual person.

I can still set boundaries, though I often don’t.

I can still curse, talk smack, and joke around about sensitive subjects; I can miss the mark often, and I often do.

I can get angry.

I can make tons of mistakes, and I have already made my share of mistakes.

I can be schizophrenic. I can and will joke about being schizophrenic. I can hate being a schizo and I can take some pride.

I can have desires, and be as human are, too. I can even loathe and hate. I can also accept and forgive.

I can change.

I can grow.

I can fall.

I can learn and evolve.

I can be hard on myself and others, as human can do, and I can cut myself some slack and relax.

I can change, if I want, even if I don’t want.

I am embraced by the divine, however I might understand, believe, and call my own God, or higher power, my spirit, core, or source.

My universe is mine.

Yours is yours.

—Protagonist

The Angel-Human-Demon Dichotomy of the Human Condition

Jonathan Harnisch is a survivor of a rare schizophrenia spectrum disorder, PTSD, Personality Disorder-NOS, and Tourette's syndrome. An accomplished writer, producer and musician, Jonathan is originally from New York, has lived and worked in Los Angeles, and currently resides in New Mexico with his wife on Fat Man Farms.