


-Bob Moawad

"I'm sure some of you will find it hard to watch this video. I can only say for me, I found it very eye opening as to the confusion and what must feel like hell to live at times as a schizophrenic. I would HIGHLY recommend reading some of Jonathan’s writing before you watch the film. Why, you may ask? Because he is ONE hell of an inspiration and shares words of hope along with positive thinking. The man has MORE guts and determination than I can imagine." -C.T. via Facebook
Dear Porcelain Utopia Readers,
Having retired from professional filmmaking, this had been where I left off--a study of psychosis and schizoaffective disorder as I saw it through the schizophrenic lens in 2009 and 2010.
"I am Jonathan" is intended to be educational; target audience being grad students in psychology and counseling.
It's just time for me to let it go, at this point in my life. I do hope it might prove helpful, offer hope and understanding of what schizoaffective is like for me on a daily basis.
I continue my recovery though not cured. It’s a devastating illness, isolating and often indescribable. I continue to look for hope, distractions, humor and inspiration, especially in the arts.
This is the best I could do with the project. To continue is just not an option as my cognitive abilities have declined over the years.Thank you. You all mean the world to me.
Sincerely,
Jonathan Harnisch
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A never-been-done before study of psychosis and schizoaffective disorder as Jonathan Harnisch saw it through his own 'schizophrenic lens' from 2009 to 2010. Previously entitled 'F@#king Wonderland,' 'I am Jonathan' is an educational and inspiring film documentary.
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On the Bus is a psychological thriller about the experiences of Larry (played by Mark Schrier), a mentally disturbed man, who rides a bus and bothers passengers based on recent circumstances in his life. The film has a surprise ending that startles the audience, but ties the fragmented story together in a dramatic conclusion.
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George storms into a wax museum. The museum comes alive. Moods turn steamy as different fantasies come into play. A sobering sense of the inevitable begins to creep in.
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21 February 2012
Jonathan Harnisch
Readers, I'm a bit pressed for time at the moment but thank you all for all your correspondence and offerings of hope and inspiration as I try to do the same with and for you.
This site is now simply at URL: http://www.porcelainutopia.com
All the other URLs you might have as well for Porcelain Utopia will bring you right here as well. Glad I was able to fix hat issue of having 10-15 sites redirecting who-knows-where.








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